We don't take angels from the sky.

Monday, November 2

Life is so normal, it goes so routinely boring. Sure the frequent movie dates catch on when the sun's rays descend, but it's just too boring.

Xiaoqi was sitting in front of me in This Is It today. Hahaha. I want more last minute movie dates! :) Just zip out of school and care about everything else just a wee bit later on. MJ is one cool dude but he seems too much of a little boy to me. Dear Sir, I wish you were still alive.

Still looking at my boring life through the mirror. Crack.

I will listen to stories cause I've got none to tell.

11:13 PM

Sunday, November 1

4:03 PM

Tuesday, October 27

I hereby declare, I miss Touch.

And in a mere 16 days when I can slap the hell out of PW and scream to celebrate, we'll start exercising again and scream while dropping balls. :)

No feelings yesterday. More like a tinge of happiness and a stain of stone-dity because I exceeded my own expectations for promos, which is a hell lot to be proud of but for some subjects I think I could've done sooo much better. But overall improvement, even if I failed Math by a better mark of 3 percent more, I think I did good enough.

I should stop being depressed, there's alot to smile about. And I'm getting used to it, it ain't tough when I got people around to make me smile. :)

I wanna keep on playing. Sports Carnival last week was hot but wasting my life away under the sun with good company is nothing bad! And celebration for results or not, I just want to waste my life away some more. Anyway, caught My Sister's Keeper with Sha yesterday. Pretty sad movie but I shed ONE TEAR ONLY, and Sha was strong enough to keep them all in. :) Jennifer's Body = Sorority Row? LOL!

And yes, I just found out today a hilarious 'sweet' beng thing that JW ever did. Cherry. Hahahahahahaha.

9:52 PM

Sunday, October 25

But so many people are looking to me
To be strong and to fight
But I'm just surviving
And I may be weak
But I'm never defeated
And I'll keep believing in clouds with that sweet silver lining

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Thank you for not listening to my prayers.

I'd be lying if I said I don't need a shoulder. It's been a whirlwind without colours the past couple of days. I need someone to listen, I need someone to trust, I need someone to take me away from the world for just a split second.

Haven't you ever wondered why there aren't any pictures of Cinderella crying? Maybe it's time to wander a little into WHAT IFs because I never knew perfect could turn into shit.

Sorry for being vague here, this isn't about school, I just need to scream for a second. Okay, second's over. Hahahas don't work anymore. :(

11:55 PM

Thursday, October 22

This is not a love story, it is a story about love.

When you don't wish, wishes come true.

Before Monday comes, I'm pretty much enjoying the time I have right now. School for hours with only one subject (PW that is), half the time without the teacher's presence and the time to laugh, dance, and laugh some more. All before Monday comes.

I think I'm finally going on a holiday this end-of-year, something to think of everyday and to keep me smiling.

There was dragonboating today and damn it was boring and I was sleepy. And I got laughed at and criticised for rowing with my legs crossed like a lady but it was truly the most comfortable position I could find. Bimbo much? No, clever, comfortable position for short legs. :) Roy did the most disgusting thing touching his underwear then tapping my arm to call me. Hahaha I swear the boating experience would have been nothing fascinating if he didn't spend the entire trip complaining about his wet bottoms. It wasn't very tiring actually but it's the first thing that comes to my mind when you bring it up. Haha we were pretty much entertaining ourselves through the water.

I like 500 Days of Summer and I wanna catch it again but I'm afraid I'll spoil the moment I had the last time I watched it. Hahaha.

2 more minutes to 3am...

2:48 AM

Tuesday, October 20

Cowboy Casanova is so damn good. :)

I can't wait for the release! :) Grab it for me and I'll love you! Hahaha.

11:14 PM

Monday, October 19

3 hours of sleep started to sound really reasonable over the study period but now that it's all over, the partaying kicks in. :) Until of course, PW comes and scrapes any idea of fun but I'll sum up what happened after my exams in videos!

SORORITY ROW.

No matter how good this trailer looks, DON'T BUY IT. It's rated 16 but it's truly a porn show. Haha. 10 of us took a ride down to Bugis and somehow we decided not to watch 500 Days of Summer (which we really regretted) and thought this would be a good show to catch. Until of course Roy went to puke and Rachel and I felt like puking because of the shaky filming skills and yeah about 5 naked women decided to flash everything they have. Hahaha I was beside Rah and Sha and we were using whatever we had to cover our eyes! Yeah you know, like they always say, the best way to celebrate with your friends after exams is to GO WATCH PORN. Dammit! Hahahahaha.

CARRIE UNDERWOOD.

THE BEST END OF EXAMS EVERRR! :D Alright, this is gonna be long. We were at Bugis before Sorority Row and a TJ chap walked by and tipped Rachel that Carrie was gonna be at Ion Orchard. And being just the greatest fan of the greatest American Idol ever (I'm guilty of crying when she won), I asked Loopy to confirm on the net and before we knew it, Rah, Sha and Rachel were with me on the way to Orchard. :)

Ion was so bloody big! And the rest were dragging their feet because of all their Math notes in their bags (and I'm the smart one for not bringing anything for Math!), scouring the mall for some sort of stage. We found a tiny one but decided it was too small for such a huge diva. Haha. The concierge kindly told us it's a closed event and we could only watch from the road opposite and told us to get out of a particular door. Which of course made our hearts sink real deep. But nature had it in plan, we accidentally took a detour and landed up at a door with all the bouncers and looked lost. Some really nice bouncer (thank the lucky stars we met him) walked up to us and asked us if we wanted to watch her perform. But he gave us a really pissed off face, then thought for a while, then told us where to head to and go past the guards to get in. Hahahaha! :)

I dunno if he tipped the security guards outside but we were wondering how to break past them when they just kindly called us four over to let us in. Someone came to a conclusion that we would make good audience for the TV cameras because we look like fantastic screamers... Hahaha. Once we got past the guards I started running at full speed until we got near the stage and the rest followed. Haha. But from then on our energy drained because we waited 2 hours for her to come out on stage. When she came out, it was awesome! Wordlessly awesome. The crowd was screaming like nuts and we were all dancing and only I was singing because the rest didn't know the lyrics but WTH, we were having the time of our end-of-exams life. :) I had to take care of the bags while the rest drifted away dancing together so I was dancing alone. Hahaha! So okay, if you see me on FB pictures don't laugh.

The funny thing is that Carrie didn't make my goosebumps stand. She's not like some superstar, in a really really cool way because she seems like such a real, down-to-earth person, I felt like it was just a friend performing up there. :)And I got alot of eye contacts with her but the longest lasted for like 3 seconds. Hahaha NO SHE'S NOT COCK EYED I'm sure she stared at me but she must've been wondering that sweaty sticky piece of nerd-poop in the crowd really likes me. HAHAHA. Country country. Our voices just went woozy after the show! I think I had the best Friday of my life ever! Heehee.

FALLS.
Stayed up to 430AM chatting online and watching videos that crack me up so badly (and cracks R up so badly that she farts, HAHAHA). These are videos of people falling down and damn they relieve stress like nobody ever penned the word in Oxford's book.

The list of FUNNIEST FALLS in my opinion. (It helps if you know the celebs!)
1. Model

2. Tyra Banks

3. Shakira

4. Demi Lovato

5. Demi Lovato

6. Katy Perry

7. Beyonce (only funny to Raihan apparently)

8. Beyonce

These were what kept me laughing through the night in the midst of Friends chunks. :)

IKEA.
Only slept a few hours before I met Loopy for a trip to eat at Ikea then Wii at my place! :) Really kinda miss hanging out together. And talking rubbish. And Loopy, you still don't get my jokes up till today! Hahaha.

500 DAYS OF SUMMER... 1 DAY OF AUTUMN.

I love this show. And I thought it was funnay even though some people rate it badly and such. COME ON PEOPLE we need sad endings in life to wake us up. And the show ignited a thought process which was prettay deep! Hahaha. It was quite funny when everyone in the cinema decided "Oh well, it's the day we should sit in any seat but ours" and we couldn't get seats because everyone was in ours. We found 2 seats which Rah and R saw were 3 so Rah and I walked into the row (we were already 10-15 minutes late for the movie) and plonked ourselves down and R was left standing, blocking everybody in the mid of the row. And she panicked and SAT DOWN ON ME hahahaha that was the most hilarious part of the trip I swear. :D Stop sitting on people la.

SUNDAY.
Finally spent a nice rest day at home with my new TV! YAY! :) But the shows on TV were boring much.

PW.
Yes it has to end with this. :/ But a good thing that came out of this was, we had quite a bit of fun! Heehee. And and...

FRIENDS!

You can NEVER get enough of this show. :) Laughed our asses out at this at my house today...

I wish I had everyday to spend not thinking about studies or PW!!! I want to see Carrie Underwood again! :D

9:39 PM

Sunday, September 20

A beautiful and perfect combination.

Like how you are with me
In our future history
Maybe someday down the road
I'll sit back and say to myself
"Yeah, I thought so"

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My special unique favourite ultimate song dedicated to Ayesha and Raihan (who can't get enough of it because I won't stop singing it)! :)

"When I saw you over there, I didn't mean to stare but my mind was everywhere, I wanna know you..."

Did you know the TJ library is usually pretty noisy? Well most of the times it's because of my class... wow. Haha. I had such an enjoyable lunch laughing about Bear and Huwaaah. OMG I can't forget it. :) One reason why I can't sit with good friends ANYWHERE... I can never get any work done. Hahaha.

And the night walks to MRT are so incredibly fun! Every dinner night is a different experience. :) With classmates not my 'boiflen' la! Hahaha.

Happy Belated Birthday Loopy. I'm glad it was a surprise! :)

Somebody's heart is broken and it becomes your favourite song.

* --- END OF POST UNTIL PROMOS --- *

8:52 PM

Sunday, September 13

She's a maniac...

And you'll know you didn't beat me
When you look down and see
I got an I HEART ? written on the back of my hand

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This song makes me wanna get an I HEART ? tattoo on the back of my hand so badly. But for now, marker ink suffices.

I love how it feels today, how when I look out of the window, all I see is white. And drops of dirty rain. OH and I just saw a lightning streak... the thunder comes in 3, 2, 1.

I hate procrastinating but that is sooo me. Dammit, I only have 10 more hours till the day ends and another term starts. :(

"Your money's mine, Green."
"Your fly's open, Gellar."

Hahaha.

The magic stops here.

1:53 PM

Saturday, September 12

I wanna know you!

I want to watch... Hannah Montana and Friends now. :)

The list of homework falls from ceiling to floor but those ticked include one miserable not-even-half-filled Chemistry tutorial. Sunday is so not worth ruining. :(

Ellen's the fourth American Idol judge. :) I'll never miss another episode. Hahaha.

11:55 PM

Friday, September 11

Take off your shoes if you're tracking magic.

While I set the rainbow fetish straight...

Nothing comes second to rainbows and hearts and balloons.

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I had the most awkward dream about a happy ending with a completely random stranger who said such random blur stuff that I couldn't help laughing at. :) I wish I could share the joy of my embarrassing moment because it's no fun laughing at it alone! You should've been there in my dream. Haha to the few people who heard about it...

Restocking my iPod with good old tunes took me like 4 hours today?! :( Wasted all the time I could've spent ~~studying~~ SLEEPING. Zzz. I'm sleepy now.

Ms Y: Aim for the sky and fall on the clouds.
R: Huh? I thought fall to the tree?

And I thought this was kinda cute, Disney Action. Haha.

Anyway, today is 9/11 so let's just take a moment to think.

There's nothing here in this soul left to say.

6:53 PM

Tuesday, September 8

You are my Manhattan from the sky.

How my proposal will be like.

Dazes
Once upon an old daydream
That’s what you gave me
Out on the corner of Broadway and 48th street
On a rainy afternoon
I could start discovering your world
And I would make a damn good city girl

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When I get the chance to think about that long walk home, I can't help thinking more than I should. Making memories is a chore.

And work spooks.

Meant to start accomplishing things today, but all it takes is a talent to suck at Rock Band to win me over from starting my work. Thank you R for the supposed day of hard work. Haha.

I welcome tomorrow with a gracious heart. Because no one smiles upon PW as much as I do. And behind smiles are hidden daggers, you've got no idea how many I have stashed away right now. 6 and a half hours, kudos if I can last.

Anyway, my new hamsters are a beauty. They're tiny, you can hold them between your thumb and your index finger and worry about them getting away. Still can't tell if they're boys or girls yet hahaha.

Maybe Thursday will be a better day. Runway 25, here I come! :)

11:46 PM

Monday, September 7

Understanding is a right.

In fairness, I was an easy sell
Though I'm embarrassed
To admit it to myself
And the worst part is
You know it all too well
So don't take advantage
Of my transparent shell, no

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Dear Diary,
I find myself wishing too often.

I'm as confused as hell but I'm sure you don't wanna hear about it. Loopy is on a hill in the plumes of clouds at the moment. :)

I realise that the people I trust to keep secrets are quiet ones, and that's how we become good friends. Because after all, people who actually get past my first impression actually think it takes more than superglue to seal that gap of mine. And if you recall, opposites attract. Then again, secret-keepers ain't all that talented because some of them (if I'm relating this to Miss R) just forget what I said a minute ago, so my secret's somewhat safe. Haha.

I'm not sure why I had the urge to blog, even though I have nothing much to say. I wanna hear it from you again!

ROCK BAND TOMORROW OMG.

10:07 PM

Sunday, September 6

Dance with the enemy.

"I am schizophrenic but I have each other."

Maybe it's imagination, or simple exaggeration. Things left to think are things left unsaid. Maybe if I just stopped thinking...

Did you know Raffles City toilets have seatwarmers on the toilet bowls? Makes it all a smooth and comfort ride. Haha.

Some people are in dire need of undergoing a training course on "How to use your TV remote control" because apparently, the neighbours upstairs have never learnt the wonders of the volume button, so that they could actually stop playing Bollywood movies at maximum volume.

Anyway, I've heard too many 'first impressions' and none of them are good. I'm either a toot or a lost kid, I kinda wonder if I should start wearing paper bags on my head from now on. Haha. But R wouldn't beg to disagree about my biatchness in primary school. Maybe it's time my horns came out again.

So there was Temasek Junior College Bowl or whatever you call that event yesterday. Didn't play very well but I wasn't aiming to hide my talent at gutterballs right there. Thanks to my non-existent arm muscles, I used my already-heavy 8 balls and now my arm is strangely strained. It was strained from air hockey right before bowling, useless weak thing. Alicia and R rocked at the game really, at least their balls got to the pins. Hahaha. And Alicia unexpectedly won 3rd placing in the female singles category, which was awesome if we had actually been there to support her! Sorry we left early! :)

I was pretty distracted by other bowlers. And I loved the bright blue 12 ball, it was magical. :)

Headed to N2 Macs for lunch after which, R and I went to our favourite hangout (or our first hangout, hahaha) M's! :) And after we did what we're both best at - me talking and her listening, I fell asleep right there and woke up in time for tuition.

Now I'm hungry and it's a nice-weather Sunday, so let's just go out and have a picnic.

If I were to choose, I'll choose to have nothing if I can't have them all.

2:29 PM

Thursday, September 3

I thought we had it all last spring.

Can't believe tomorrow's the last day of term.

9:47 PM

Monday, August 31

No more poison
Killing my emotion
I will not be frozen
Dancing is my remedy, remedy, oh
Stop, stop preying
Cause I'm not, not playing
I'm not frozen
Dancing is my remedy, remedy, oh

Move while you're watching me
Dance with the enemy
I've got a remedy
Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

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I GOT MY NEW BACKPACK! :) After a 2-week long search or something. Haha.

There was Staff Day today in TJ, which wasn't all that fascinating, except the fact that some of us cramped in the teachers' toilet to scare Ms Wong our CT but ended up turning away many teachers. Hahaha. The performance after that wasn't all that good, but it wasn't all that bad either.

Finally got back to SAC with the TJ peeps, a mere 5 of us because Tsin Ning disappeared, and the only teachers we met were Mr Poh and Ms Lim. The school's considered rather dead this year compared to the previous years really. Maybe somehow somewhere along the road people just lost meaning in visting. But I got to meet Mandypop after not seeing her for lightyears now. :)

Was supposed to spend the day out but slept through it instead. But I had lunch with Jillian and Gideon at Tampines first and stumbled upon the bag that caught my eye! And a little Denise there. Hahaha. I sent her heart racing like she sent mine, when our eyes "caught" when I was going for the table next to her in Yoshinoya. HAHAHA. :) So cute.

Met Pat and Ruoen there mainly because they were stalking me. Hahaha! They made me jump at Tamp One when they shouted my name and grabbed my hand at the entrance. LOLLL. Yeah Temasek has definitely made me blurrer.

What our children will look like in the future:

Valerah.

Ng Han.

Ng Na.

Raitenghan.

Shanahan.

May we all sleep forever?

11:36 PM

Sunday, August 30

Fly away now, I think someone ran away with my soul.

The only break I have through the week is every Tuesday at 2.10PM and it's sweet I got to spend it with Ayesha this week! :) Well, almost like the other Tuesday we promised to talk for 10 minutes and scoot to do our work but the bell came sooner than we thought. We spent the entire period reading some Disney magazine BOP, which is "so my type" to quote Ng Teng I think.

Swaveboarding was cool geez!!! The ultimate party gismo. It became a bore after 1 hour but fun still. My instructor wasn't doing her job. Well she did at first, when she told us to put our left leg up on the board, then our right leg and GO TRY. Then she disappeared. Wonder if she gets paid. But swaving around is pretty cool and hardly anyone knows about swaveboarding sooo it's an hourglass shaped board with twisting portions that function like an unbalanc-able skateboard but overall, party material. :)

After swaveboarding that day, I chilled with Ayesha and R and had dinner together. And of course I had a rundown with the devil but oh what the hell, I'm too nice to fight back. If I wasn't, the devil would be in heaven right now.

You know how your days are so full, when the weekends come, you don't recall whatever happened in the week? You obviously haven't tasted JC life if you don't get nuts of what I'm trying to say. I hardly remember Thursday. But Friday, it was funny when Ng Teng was trying to eat in GP lesson and when the teacher turned around and she slid her food under the table pretty successfully and gave the teacher a grin... she had a crumb on the corner of her mouth. Hahaha. Skills eh?

I didn't see much of my family on Saturday. :( Woke up at 9AM for PW, got really pissed when JW took a cab to our meeting place and made me miss 3 buses at the interchange cause he didn't inform me not to wait, then spent 5 hours in my highly super secret study spot working on PW. Amidst the gossip that is. Then headed for tuition where Alicia and I turned up late and were fretting over being later than the usual latecomers, but Shakila turned up later than us. :) Then back home, sat downstairs until past midnight gossiping yet again. Or rather, sharing problems with Peter Pan. Hahaha.

Hence the little interaction between me and my family. And woke up today to a bright and sunny PW day yet again. Seriously, it's not like we don't have to study. And some people focus much more on studying than PW, which can sometimes be a pain in the ass when we don't get help. :/

Finally ended at 6 in the evening after much scoldings from the guards in the condo and levitating on the chairs in the lounge. :) Oh and I happened to find a lost dog wandering around who was quite willing to follow me home before my mum set on her mission to (high five and shake hands with the dog, I'm not kidding) find the dog owner. Bleagh. Watched Premonition when I got home and dang the show is awesome! And Sandra Bullock is top-class. I wanna watch The Proposal. :)

I dunno why I give so much and I don't take anything. I should start taking now should I?

11:46 PM

Saturday, August 22

Pilot me train.

Funny the way it is
If you think about it
Somebody’s going hungry
And someone else is eating out
Funny the way it is, not right or wrong
Somebody’s heart is broken
And it becomes your favorite song

The way your mouth feels
In a lovers' kiss
Like a pretty bird on a breeze
Or water to a fish
A bomb blast brings a building
Crashing to the floor
Hear the laughter
While the children play war

Funny the way it is
If you think about it
One kid walks 10 miles to school
Another’s dropping out
Funny the way it is, not right or wrong
On a soldier’s last breath
His baby is being born

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Caught UP with Nick yesterday and it was au'some! :) I'd say I wanna watch it again but it might kill the initial life of the film so once is good. For a balloon-lover, I absolutely loved the balloon scene! If I had that many balloons in hand, I'd be glad to be lifted to wherever it'll take me. Paradise Falls maybe.

I want a blue backpack!

I think this should be a radio song. Hit it.

1:20 PM

Thursday, August 20

HI R, I WONDER IF YOU'RE READING THIS.

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BLOGGER WON'T UPLOAD MY PICTURES.

SOMETHING DEPRESSING HAPPENED.

I HAVE A BALUKU ON MY HEAD. I HATE TJ CHAIRS.

TODAY WAS QUITE FUN. :)

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Raihan: (after Ng Teng takes tissue to wipe her eyes) No amount of tissue is gonna help that face, Teng.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. :D

10:21 PM

Tuesday, August 18

SONG IN MY MIND:
GOOD GIRLS GO BAD

In a noisy auditorium.

Rah: Are you gonna watch Bandslam? The Vanessa Hudgens show?
Me: I want to! But I don't like her.
Rah: Why? You like Zac Efron. She's his girl! OH no wonder you don't like her.
Me: There's a reason her face is not on my pencil case. She can't sing and she can't act.
Rah: But Zac can't sing and can't act either.
Me: But there's a difference. (Here, the crowd happened to simmer down because there was an announcement over the PA) HE'S HOT!!!
*silence*

In a boring Chem class.

Raihan: You're so hot that Shakila turned black. :D

In a break.

Rah: Eh have you heard this song? (starts singing)
Teng: Is the singer tone deaf?

12:27 AM